Idag är det 6 månader sen Darlene Egeloff pratade med sin kära dotter. På Darlene's blogg kan man se att hon har skrivit ett inlägg om Heidi, och hur mycket hon saknar henne.

"Heidi hasn't spoken to me in six months most likely because in her mind I betrayed and hurt her and likely because she's assuming the worst of me. I handled her situation poorly and regretfully.
"Knowing in my heart I said what I thought might have the best chance of getting through to her, to MAKE her know that her precious, authentic self was the most beautiful of all God's creations, doesn't help my endless, sleepless nights or my ruminating thoughts of how I should have done things differently."

Darlene erkänner att det var det hemskaste TV minnet någonsin när hon fick se sin "nya" dotter. Darlene avslutar sitt inlägg med:
"God knows my motives were from the heart and out of desperation to save her from what I felt was a destructive, dangerous path being influenced by people who were profiting and benefitting from her. "I have no way of contacting her. And yes, admittedly I do hope she reads this and knows how deeply and achingly I love and miss her and she'll call me."

Vad jobbigt det måste vara för Darlene, och även för Heidi.. Jag hoppas verkligen någon dag i Speidi's liv att dom blir åtminstone vanliga igen.. Även om  inte var Spencer var det.
Darlen's blogg hittar ni här.